Why do certain things happen as they do? Are they meant to, or do coincidences happen? Because if everything is fate, everything is destiny, and it’s all planned, then why must we waste time with people and certain events that don’t play a part in our life. Why must we deal with it? I understand that those situations and people play a part somewhere in our life, but I just feel like it’s almost not worth the pain. It’s almost not worth the hardships that it causes. I feel like I would almost rather alter my fate than have to deal with situations that break my heart and make me feel empty. I suppose we will just have to see what happens.

Life is sometimes frustrating. I hate not being able to control certain aspects of my life, such as emotions, and sometimes memories. Memories are not a bad thing, but sometimes they can overwhelm you. Sometimes you just feel like you wish that situation just wouldn’t have happened so you wouldn’t remember it, and you didn’t have to dwell on it. Although I hate regretting the past, I sometimes find it hard not to; I find it difficult to overlook things that I feel I have done wrong, because I really really want to change them sometimes. But I have to live with the decisions I make.

I did not realize how much I enjoyed my past until now. The past is something that will never come again. Things that you have experienced, memories you have formed, relationships you have forged. All of these are things that are one time events in your life, and you do not realize how much you miss them until they are gone. Concentrate on the here and now, make the right decisions, treat people right, and live with the choices you make, because these times will never come again. Don’t let your past affect your current decisions. It’s an interesting thought to consider that every single person in your life matters as well. Everyone plays a part. As I’ve stated before, the smallest all events could save your life, or it could cause you to die. Don’t underestimate fate, although you shouldn’t regret what you have done, you can always consider what would have happened if you would have done something differently. Don’t despair when you are in a horrible situation, because you will learn something from it, and it will make you a better person in the long run.